Are you Serious?

Why is being able to read people sooooo hard?
Mostly women.
I always get mislead.
I hate it, but at the same time I know its how God made me, so I guess I will own it like there is no tomorrow.
I don't need another girl that is a friend... I have plenty of those haha.
But seriously...
I am so sick of alot of things in general in society.
I am not a fan of alot some things right now...
Vent complete...

Later,
Austin Death.

Ps... Every blog title is the name of a song or album I am listening to currently. I hope some can eventually start to pick a few out. haha.

ARMADA!!!

Mmmmm...

Keep of Kalessin...
Some awesome streamlined and ferocious Black Metal.
Gorgeous sounds and textures. He even does some crazy singing in some songs too. Epic and beautiful at the same time. Man I really like this band.

I have been trying to figure out why I love black metal soooo freakin much lately, and I think I have found out why.

PASSION

Many black metal album are so ferocious and intense, and they invoke this sense of cacophonic urgency that can only be done if you have such a passion for playing that type of music.

I can literally feel their passion that they have through music. Whether it be hatred, love, or just insanity, I can feel it, and it makes sense in a way.

Now many bands just sound that way because it sounds cool, but I think that it takes alot more passion to play something loud and fast, than to sit back and strum some chords in a rock/pop band.

For me, that is why I listen to what I listen too.

Oh yeah BTW, my band(Endless Yeti) has a new Black Metal type song that we will be unveiling on Friday at our show at Lifespot.

A link to our page can be found there.(approx) ------------------------->

Check it out to see what I am talking about.

Later,
Austin Death.

Blackout...

So yeah.

Its been a weird few weeks...

Good though.

I think I have hit a weird point in life.

I got a job... after 2 years haha.

I officially need a break from school. I haven't been this burnt out on it in a while.

I am really wanting to move out, but don't want to have to deal with being an adult.

I really want to just be free from alot of stuff, and go on tour.

That would be awesome.

But I know it will be a while.

I am officially over this whole thing called women.

But at the same time I am not.

I really just wish I didn't have to try so hard and get seemingly nowhere in alot of things.

I just need patience... Even more than what I have been given.

More patience is what everyone needs. At least some of the time haha.

Anyways, I thought I would give a kind of update.

So if you see me and I seem distant, its cause there is alot goin on.

So don't worry.

Hopefully I haven't been writing this blog for no one.

Anyways,

Goodnight.
Austin Death.